Today is the day my life changes forever. Princess gets what She wants. Whatever it is, no matter the cost, no matter the effort, no matter the apparent obstacles. Princess always gets what She wants. The message I have come to learn however is perhaps a more important one, and that is if a slave truly submits and aligns to Princess’s will, then they will get what they want too. Many months ago, Princess decreed that to truly serve Her…
Early into my journey of total submission, I asked High Priestess Princess Shimmy if she could perform a spell upon me that would make me become addicted to loving Her. More specifically I asked to be able to feel a real addiction to Her, with all the physical and mental aspects of a real addiction to a drug but without the potential release that any drug addict would have. Such a release would instead only be possible through serving, worshipping,…
Recently I’ve been pondering the nature of my attraction to My Owner & Femdom Witch, Princess Shimmy. And I don’t mean just physically (more on that another time no doubt), but rather about the decisions I made and the path I took that resulted in my seemingly sudden, immediate, and total submission to Her. How did I get from where I was to where I am now, and how much of it was actually by choice as opposed to pre-destination….
I need to talk some more about Princess Shimmy and Her magickal abilities. As a long time hypnosis fan, Her unique and unequalled mastery of the dark arts was a delight to me and that alone would be enough for me to devote myself to Her, but the magick is something else entirely and evokes within me equal parts surprise, excitement, fear, and awe. Princess has a number of audio and video files with a heavy Black Magick theme, and…
Exactly 8 days ago I was just like many people who will be reading this blog: a fairly well adjusted, fairly happy, fairly successful, married man with a hypnosis fetish on the side. Today as I pen these words, I’m already a completely changed person with an awakening akin to a religious conversion, who is already totally devoted and subservient to the wonderful Princess Shimmy for whom my love, adoration and worship are overwhelming me in a life changing way,…
Princess Shimmy has introduced me to spirits or demons for me to work with on my issues or problems. For example, i have some health problems and need to make more money to serve and please Princess Shimmy. Working with demons is a big deal to me since, once upon a time, i was a born again christian. It was my life. i wanted to become a bible translator and memorized parts of the bible verbatim, but then i had…
It’s really difficult to write about this topic because it is such a deep and integral part of me …. It’s difficult to get a removed perspective on it. Suffice to say that there comes a time in a sub’s life when he no longer wants to jump from Domme to Domme, when he wants to give everything to one Domme who will totally dominate him and control every aspect of his life: money, work, sexuality, leisure time, spirituality, and…
This is a voluminous topic to me, and I reserve the right to augment what I write here as I grow as a slave and improve as Princess Shimmy’s slave. I expect to return to this topic again and again in the future. There’s just so much to say… To begin with, I love Princess Shimmy because She is able to receive and accept Love. Strangely, some Dommes feel uncomfortable when subs love them. I have no idea why exactly….
To many people, serving Princess Shimmy might appear to be an unhealthy addiction when it really is a lifestyle and path of spiritual femdom. To them, it is incomprehensible how a person like myself could surrender all to Her, especially my money. They consider it a sign of weakness of character. They look for flaws and failings in my life and upbringing to try to explain my “failure” as a person since only a failure would seek to surrender to…